Unexpected

Everytime when i think things doesn't happen it proves me wrong. I feel so tired.. just when you wanted to give up, something will always happen to give you hope.. but as times goes by i found out is harder to grab on hope.. i always end up letting go.. why do i even bother caring about it.. so stop giving me hope when you don't even bother about it.. everything comes and goes.. so i am treasuring what i have now.. (Friendship, family.. whatever i have now) i am not going to bother about what i lost anymore.. it just means it is fate that is not mine.. i may still like that person but oh well.. whatever i don't want care anymore about that. Say sorry while you still can.. because went you lose it, it may never come back.. even if it did come back it may never be the same again..